what is life?

life is meaningless without happiness.
what is happiness?
how do you define happiness?
the definition of happiness might be different from others.
not to mention happiness, i think life itself do not have a single definition.

pondering into empty spaces
wondering whether i had a good life
is there meaning in what i do
i am sure there is no rigid rules that all beings must follow

breaking free from these chains tightly coiled around
is difficult yet easily done
that depends on one's determination
whether one is prepared to face whichever results that it may bring

is that the result
that is longed desired?

feeling depressed
of all the choices
that one came across
and decide them on by one
is that what one wants?
or one is compelled to do so

human nature is no longer natural
it has been fixed through a series of events
generation to generation
it is bad
stereotyping what life is
the real meaning of life is completely masked
long lost forever
which no one could understand it fully

could one sacrifice after such a long journey
when more than half is completed
or should one continue to suffer
and undergo a tasteless life?

life is real meaningless
without a goal
without an aim
without something to look ahead of

anyone in the world lies in that pathetic category?
maybe
maybe not






i wish i am free from anything, honestly, no doubt that i can be good in studies, but i really hate studying. i think it is meaningless having this kind of rigid learning. i would rather learn when i stumble upon an interesting event or topic that i would automatically be curious and 'learn' independently. this type of non-stress learning environment is best for everyone.